what in the hey. seriously.

at this point, all i can say is… i don’t understand. i can see what was before, and i can see what is now.. but how did i get to this place? completely trusting, completely immersing myself in what i once considered so futile, so fleeting, and unworthy of my energy/investment… and here i am, a fool to the universe and whatever the hell its bringing my way. 

but isn’t that it? realizing that what you made work for yourself is not what the bigger picture has intended for you. that somewhere within, you are beyond what you have defined yourself to be. that what was working for you… wasn’t really working? where everything you thought understood to be solid fact suddenly became an irrelevant pile of BLAH?

find the ability of being able to find and be open to such moments.. despite “reality”, despite circumstances. to not selfishly wish for more, but at the same time not denying yourself the chance for something beyond amazing. 

on a side note: if someone comes along, turns your world upside down, turns you inside out, and completely changes your life… make sure you tell them.